/MEGWANN..! [ ft. skream ]

All Packed Up, Nowhere To Go

2009-09-23T08:13:00.004+01:00

I have been a right little stress head the past couple of days. Only 8 days to go until my first official day of uni, and I'm all packed up, but still have no confirmation on housing or my student loan... So excuuuuse me for being a bit bitchy!

^ That's it, that's everything I own. It really doesn't seem like alot, and to be honest, the majority of that is clothes!

George sent me a package in the post, full of sweets & things as a congratulations, which I received the other day. So for the past two days I've been buzzing off sugar :) For those of you who don't know about mine & George's relationship, basically I've known him for quite a long time when I lived in Southampton. Some bad stuff happened and I had to move to London to be with my family. But I started a relationship with George, so we've had to do the long distance thing for the past 6 months. But now I'm going to uni back in Southampton, so we'll be together again! The thing is, I've gone beyond being sad and missing him. It's turned into anger. Which goes back to the first sentence in this blog! Not only am I stressed about moving, I'm just frustrated!

On a website-related note, I've added quite a few affies & I'll be getting round to commenting & replying to you all once I've got the last few things sorted out for moving!

Chrome Out, Firefox In.

2009-09-19T14:42:00.007+01:00

JEEEEEEEEEZ! First Internet Explorer decided to spazz out on me, then my beloved Google Chrome goes retarded. So its Firefox from now on. I've changed the layout already because as much as I love George, I got sick of the blue colour. I whipped this up really quickly out of boredom. It's not amazing but don't judge a book by its cover. Or should I say don't judge my website by my (lack of) graphic skills!

I had a sort through all my stuff yesterday. My dad told me I won't be able to take all my shoes with me to university. Is he mad?! I've managed to sacrifice two pairs, but thats it. And to compensate for those two pairs I can do without, I actually bought another new pair today. Ha! So, yeeeaaah don't think I'll be shrinking my shoe collection any time soon. I did manage to throw away shitloads of random things I've kept like old birthday cards from people I don't even speak to anymore. Like a whole box full. Now that's something I can do without taking to uni.

Men With Scarves

2009-09-10T12:31:00.000+01:00

What possesses straight men to wear those girly-looking scarves? Last night while suffering from insomnia yet again, I watched some late night/early morning chart music show and those JLS guys were on it. And one of them was wearing one of those checked scarves. No mister JLS man. Just no. I really hope he threw a tantrum when the stylist told him he was going to have to wear it for the video shoot. I don't even know why it's bothered me so much. I guess I was just grumpy from lack of sleep. But yeah, I just don't think its a good look for manly men.

I just arrived back from the embassy (second trip this week) and I am soooo relieved. YEAH BOYYYY everything is sorted. That's made my week! I finally get my passport after being without for years. I can finally cross that off my list. Getting my passport was the biggest hurdle, now its just littler things to sort out like my student loan & uni accommodation and that's me done. I'm actually the happiest girl right now! YESSSS.

SKREEEEEEAMIX LOVE

2009-09-09T15:51:00.010+01:00

This remix is my latest obsession. I've had a rather dull day so far today, and listening to this about 4 times in a row has made a smile appear on my face.

Tomorrow I got another "adventurous" day, hurriedly trying to get all my forms and things done in the last few weeks before I start. If things don't go as planned I'm going to flip out maaaaajor :/
Fingers crossed, eh?!

EDIT:Onto the topic of this site. Hmm, I need some ideas badly on content and my mind is blank. I've started thinking and arranging pages today but I need to get it done while I've got all this spare time. Once I start uni I won't have hours to do it. Think Meg, Think..

Headache Of The Year

2009-09-08T21:38:00.000+01:00

...Goes to moi. Why oh why is it that things never EVER go smoothly in the life of Meghan? University is turning out to be a chore, more of a pain in my arse than something I'm looking forward to. I so desperately want this to be a fresh start, but right now it feels as though I'm going to go into uni carrying loads of stress around and it'll snowball until I go all crazy over it.

I won't even mention my little adventure to the US Embassy today. I don't want to moan anymore.

UNTITLED BLAH/

2009-09-07T20:54:00.000+01:00

What a random mood I'm in.. I felt desperate for some interaction earlier, so I ring up George for a chat. Only to nag at him... About wanting a chat!

Proper stressing about getting all this shit sorted for uni. Only 24 days til I start. Still got no housing sorted, and the loan is in the process of being sorted. Tomorrow I've got a trip to the Embassy to finally get my passport sorted. Hurray. No wonder I've not fucking come on yet. So much to do, but feel as though I'm relying on everyone else to help me in the right direction. Need to get back to Southampton and let my hair down before I start uni. Need to be near George. I don't want to say goodbye anymore.

Hmm, what a peculiar mood I am in.

Links

2001-01-01T17:22:00.023Z

Sites I Visit:
Facebook / I have an unhealthy obsession with it.
Dubstep Forum / Good for downloading Dubstep mixes.
FMLife.com / LOL-worthy :)
Wicked Styx / This site gives me jokes!
Beatles Lyrics / Archive of all the Beatles lyrics.
In B Flat / I cant explain how cool this is!
Deux MB / Message board (referred by meghan, please!)

Want To Link Me?
Direct-linkable 88x31 button

More About Me...

2001-01-01T17:09:00.027Z

My name is Meghan. I'm 19 years old, and my birthday is May 23rd. That makes me a gemini, which means I'm lively, imaginative, and intelligent. I can also be very restless and sometimes self-centered. I guess I've got the dual-personality thing going on. I currently live and study in Southampton, UK. I'm doing a foundation degree in Health & Social Care. I shocked myself (in a good way!) when I took the big step of applying to uni, as I was a college drop-out & I never really knew where I was going in life. I'm happiest when I'm in the company of my friends, and I'm even happier if alcohol is involved! I have the unfortunate nickname of Megless because I like to get legless. Music is life, and I love watching films in bed with my boyfriend George. I love to laugh and I'm a firm believer that laughter really is the best medicine. I'm bipolar, so when I'm low I'm really low. But when I'm up I'm on top of the world!

Likes:

music, Facebook, wiiiiiine, spending time with mates either just chilling or going out, filthy nasty basslines, being organised, kisses, tattoos (I have two at the moment), the colours green & purple, maoams, most other sweets, snuggling up when its cold out, shoes, reading fact books.

Dislikes:

dishonesty, crumbs in the bed!, being mind-numbingly bored for too long, stinky people, Coke/Pepsi, ketchup, hardcore music, being slowed down, Lee Evans, spiders.

Music:

It's allll about D&B and Dubstep!! My fave DJs/producers are: Skream, Emalkay, Silkie, Noisia, Fresh, my good friend Bazzle and my sexy and talented boyfriend Krogenik.
I also have a special place for all the oldies. I'm madly in love with The Beatles. I own every album and pretty much all the other CD's released by them. I have the DVDs, the mug, the tobacco tin. I'm a huuuuge fan. I also like: Franki Valley & The Four Seasons, motown, psychedelic 60's music, and pretty much any new music I can bop along to. I really love all kinds of music. The only genres I'm not too keen on are hardcore dance and heavy metal.

PLUGBOARD

2001-01-01T13:34:00.007Z

Everyone loves a bit of plugging :)
88x31 buttons only, please.

Resources

2001-01-01T12:38:00.011Z

Below is a list of resources and help sites that I have either used, or I think you may find useful.

Photoshop Brushes:
■ Brusheezy.com
■ Creativebits.org
■ Addictedarts.com
■ Phatbrush.com
■ Inobscuro.com
■ Brushes.500ml.org
■ /echoica
■ celestial-star.net
■ env1ro @ deviantart
■ hongkiat.com

Tutorials:
Tutorialized / Photoshop Tutorials
Blogger Buster / Blogspot Tutorials

Other:
Ishi / Graphics/Resources (I got some PS actions from here)
dafont / tons of free fonts
Cbox / get a free shoutbox, like mine!
Colorlovers / Good if you need inspiration for color schemes
Statcounter / Free stat counter
Free Icons / Free icons for blogs, etc
Free Icons 2 / More free icons for blogs, etc